What is your twin flame story?
10.06.2025 05:29
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I want to recall 3 months later when things became bad n messy for us, 😢
He actually called to ask if I got home safe n that's when i saved his number,
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Am living for this woman who has endured so much,to me,this woman is a hero n am so proud of her,she has beat all odds to be here today.
This few days had been feeling great,with high spirits n zest for life
To my surprise,
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My body temperature unbalanced
I radiated in all angles,I felt like an angel 😇 n I was astonishingly beautiful,I was glowing ,my heart had finally found it's match it was truly amazing
I never lost words to say to him
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It was killing me every time I saw him with someone else but I had a lot of pride ,
I acted like it was nothing but was so broken inside
He became all I was living for, just to open my WhatsApp page n see him online my heart would skip a beat ,I felt like he saw me through,there was nowhere to hide .
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I started feeling empty little by little n whatever we were doing to each other was hurting n driving each other to the far edge,
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Thank you for loving me wholly n selflessly
I couldn't reach him,no calls no texts ,no saying anything,no closure no reason ….
What I saw in him ,
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Then came Tuesday,Doubled
He had made mistakes in the last 3 months n he felt it was time to right them
I don't even know how to explain it,
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It was mutual,we both knew it,there was no question about it.
I wish you nothing but the very best
He even joked about feeling like a teenager all over again
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Live the life you can be proud of n if you find that you're not, you can try again.
He loved my voice n had said he was drawn to me in ways he couldn't even explain
Confusion was at its peak n finally he run unable to sum up everything that was happening n this was the last thing my soul wasn't prepared for.
N I too felt like a girl who had hit adolescent, was undergoing puberty n infatuation all at the same time.
Though he wanted me out of his life ,he couldn't bear to see me with someone else
He questioned why I loved him,
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Didn't know he'd call/text again n also
That meant making difficult decisions even if one of us would be hurt
I have no regrets 😊 😊
Why cant I stop thinking about counsellor between sessions?
It's like this panic takes your grace n beauty reason we call it purging.
His breathing over the phone,every sentence he made,the way he spoke….I fell hard for him n fast
( if he didn't call or text me n if I was never to see him again, I'd have escaped the tf journey bcoz our first meeting didn't leave an impact at all)
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It's now 2025,a healed woman ,a blessed woman living her dreams ,not yet there but am progressing for sure.
None of it was working coz I still loved wanted n needed him n wasn't afraid to tell him exactly what he meant to me n this didn't go well with his plans n so he chose a replacement to either make me feel jealous n end our connection or for him to move on n forget me…
We stood there,looking at each other for a few minutes before hugging again n saying nothing at all,the kind of nothing that meant everything , n from that moment on,we became inseparable.
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We planned for a date on Thursday early morning.
From that good morning message,to calls during the day to hundreds of texts,we spent the whole of Monday together,he at the office and me at home but binded as one,connected by a fiery energy n all this seemed like a fairytale,a dream or a scripted movie …..it was a fantasy!
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It was in my happiest era
It was anything goes, just to get rid of each other permanently
I really longed for this man ,this specific stranger….he was making me feel things I had never felt before n I wanted to explore him,every bit of him…
N when I typed those replies my fingers would tremble,my heart racing
NOTE:
I know u been through your fair share of tribulations
My heart was misbehaving n never in my life had I felt like this before.
The panic was real,
Still,it didn't work.
But every single night,past 3am,there we were, typing n deleting,unable to sleep thinking about each other,
It was like a bride waiting for the groom at the altar shaking n shivering unsure if he'd turn up or whether he changed his mind n that'd surely kill me.
I know you've accepted this love .
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You will remain lost till you surrender n that was my escape which takes time effort n acceptance
( Our connection was realized after that first call n texts that would follow)
This was happening fast
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Am so proud of you n the man i know you've become,
The foundation of our love was built on Monday unknowingly.
He thought I was doing okey without him not knowing it was a pretense
It was a time of confusion n denial n betrayal,a test of our love which was to usher the greatest pain in human history……(the separation, running n chasing n the DNOTs).
That I was a beautiful woman
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N though, you might not know about tfs,
I'd rather when we were in the confusion mode coz at least I knew what he was thinking about n his feelings
U understand who we are in your own way
Love n light.
I need you to live even if that life won't be spent with me
Knowing we're under the same sun is ENOUGH!!
Regarding my tf, the love he poured to me, will be enough to see me through a lifetime
The replacement was my lookalike
I love him ( I love you John) n am so grateful that u agreed to do this for me.
He complained about me messing up his life ,
He started blaming me for so much ,he began looking for ways to end it,even if it meant making me feel bad provided I'd leave him.
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I too looked for ways to make him jealous
Becoz he didn't want me to leave home or be stressed with anything
It's like my blood pressure was high
I felt beautiful inside n out
You have 💯 changed this woman n I truly hope when it's time for you to step in the podium,
Keep going ,keep healing n keep the faith.
When your body want to purge all that enormous negative energy,
He too became obsessed with me….. I could tell.
We became each other's focus project and aim.
Everything had gone.
Blessings
It's like I had waited all my life to hear this voice
It has made me wiser,a more rounded human being,I know who I am ,am in love with the lady I see staring back at me in the mirror n I wanna take care of her n protect her at all cost
It was a period of confusion and learning more about this connection n journey that was starting
There'll be turbulence n I was hit by a physical skin disease, lost too much weight and depression strike….I too lost myself along with him
Didn't think we'd be more, not one bit,
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I'd re-read our messages one by one n that became my passion,to look at his pictures,check whether he was online or a text from him,
Also NOTE:
I was so so connected to the stranger and we both missed each other terribly
When he realized he hadn't been himself for quite sometime n needed to breath n focus.
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You could literally hear my heart beats from a mile
He even asked for my advise to move on like I had
He started to talk more n more about his wife,
SO,
We spent like a month trying all means to hurt each other.
He then again texted a good morning on Monday and we started talking from there,
Apart physically but together spiritually and emotionally
I will always love you.
It was too much of obsession,like cocaine high,
We both had the answers yet we only met on Sunday n because we couldn't wait any longer,
Damn it There was something about his voice,so deep n so powerful!
He too loved me ,there was no second guessing
At this moment,
I have kept the last quote you sent me n here it is;
Every man would be happy to have me n get married to me, all this, so I could leave him and have a life,
When he realized who he was,
Like a wild fire spreading fast
He was coz he called to ask what that meant n I acted like I didn't care coz he too was seeing someone ,
This was emotional damage n it was draining….
This journey has driven me closer to the devine n if that was its purpose,
When you're loved right, you bloom!
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Well,
But now,
He'd tell me that he felt alone in “ this”
Didn't put any thought into it,
Waiting for him to arrive was like waiting for the biggest miracle of my life ,
He made sure I didn't lack anything ,
May the hands of the devine keep you safe from danger
But even on this one, he was unable to get me out of his system.
You will be thankful grateful n changed.
My heartbeats would increase, beat abnormally just to see a message from him n I'd reply quickly,
( If only he was in this platform,maybe one day he'll follow me here through the guidance of the devine n if it happens,listen to Luke combs (“ love you anyway” )
I remember when I met him, on a Sunday,
From Waking each other up to checking up on each other during the day, knowing if the other had eaten….I started trusting him,I knew where he would be n at what time of the day doing what n with who. I found no single fault in him,he was pure perfection.
To tell you the truth,3 days of talking to this man had us fall hopelessly in love n I knew deep in my soul that this was true love,
I felt seen n loved n enough n complete!!
For the Iove i wholeheartedly poured into you. I hope it has fueled you to purpose….something you can be proud of.
We didn't spare each other a bruise or blow,we felt it'd would make us hate each other n leave this bond n move on with our lives just like we had been doing in our previous relationships,
He set me free n he was the catalyst for my rebirth
Forever n ever n ever!
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A father and a husband n chose to drop everything,
I couldn't wait to reply to his messages whenever he sent them
We could call each other n disconnect upon hearing that voice on the other side
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He was the lamp through which I was able to see myself.
NOW,
Ours was a day well spent , n to meet again,that would be in his terms.
Seeing him walk through the door,my heart jumped n I stood up to greet him ,we hugged n kissed n for as long as I'll live,I'll never be able to explain what happened in that very moment coz it had me asking him “ what is happening to me” and he corrected me by saying…..” to us” n I smiled 😀
Live long !!